Yes, weekdays have became a phobia to me. Not only Monday blues, but the entire week.
For many days, the moment I open my eyes, I feel like taking emergency leave just to escape the super heavy workload in office. OTs are like lunch now, everyday will happen. Public holiday has became a pain, for I have to process double or even triple workload to cover back whatever that needs to be settled during the holidays.
And though I am the top performer in my team, for some reason I just don't feel the sense of belonging in this company. In fact, the more I work with my so-called-seniors, the more I begin to lose my respect towards them. This is no good :(
As if these are not bad enough, I realized my mind is often at its "shut-down" mode after work. In this week alone, I :
- NEARLY pushed into the male washroom
- washed my contact lens' casing with my lens still in it
- shampoo-ed my hair twice in a roll
- wanted to take a pump of bodywash but ended up pushing off all other toiletries to the ground like a bowling game
- take more than 5 seconds to recognize faces that I've already knew
Now, this is double no good T.T
Haihz, life goes on. What keeps me going every week, is the random food discovery with the soulmate.
I love having caffeine drinks with some pastry, in a not-so-local cafe *if you get me*, talking nonsense / ranting / planning our future / surfing the net with Iphones.
Can Sundays not pass so fast?
p/s: Sigh, my eye bags are getting worst, all thanks to 8 hours of daily PC usage. Time to really plan for a prison break.
