No~ I don't know....

2/3 of my office drawers are filled with food.

Now it makes perfect sense of why I haven't been stepping on the weighing scale for quite some time.

I'm afraid that what if the weighing scale reveals a number which my brain cannot accept, I'll get stress. Stress... then eat more T.T

So, what they said was true, some things are best remain unknown.

I shall stop buying, but continue eating the existing food *still in denial*