2.27.2009

很想饮泪偏偏今晚尚有工作


Last night I told the mama Mcdonald is having breakfast & lunch promotion *hint hint*, but she didn't bother me much. Probably too gan jiong watching Astro on demand.

To my surprise, when I woke up this morning this was on the breakfast table:


Wohoo~ Big breakfast I'm so glad to see you *happie*!
I think by now you know I can be bribed with good food, hohoz.



In case you thought I've dissaperead cause you couldn't find me in Uni, that's not true. Maybe you just couldn't recognize the "leh feh"/nerdy me, lol.

This is how I use to look in Uni. Someone you wouldn't notice :)

Don't laugh *if you are*. What do you expect someone who rushes assignments day & night & sleeps not more than 3 hours per day to dress? Eyes also cannot open already~



Got a good parking around Uni this afternoon :)
And I thought to myself: yay~Today is my lucky day~

But this thought lasted no more than 30 minutes @.@
After 2 meetings with the group members I was bombared with lots of problems. Nearly got heart attack thanks to PSY 311...

Lalalalala~ What can I do to fix all these problems? Bribe John the tutor?


p/s: 要是让我知道刚才是哪个王8蛋欺负豆腐,我就帮他拆骨!

2.25.2009

Of stress


This is the........

63756374917365456248027 time
EBSCO failed me :(
*pull hair*

I die die also must finish Forensic's
movie assignment tonight...

Despite being like this:
@.@


People have been calling my name wrongly and I'm very much annoyed bout it.

The mama said this name was given to me cause it's beautiful, or maybe it sounds beautiful. I do understand her intension, who doen't want their kids to grow up into good looking people right?

But she forgot to choose an easier reading name, lol. Eh just kidding la. *next time I'll just name my daughter Beautiful :) *

A: Hello is this Che..che..cherry?
Cheryl: Cheryl.
A: Oh, yaya.. Cheryl *followed my pronunciation*
Cheryl: *annoyed for the 485673592747 time*

p/s: "share-real", that's what I taught my Korean friend.



老豆,

连环杀手Mr. Brooks
都比你要有人性。

你挥霍了我的崇拜。



Alright, this post seems very random but what to do.. I'm totally out of mind now. Blame the sleep debt~

p/s: All the best for tomorrow's Forensic paper, rest well peeps!


2.23.2009

人人

话说舌头是人体最有力的器官,
请不要用它来攻击别人。

立场人人不同,
请不要把自己的套用在别人身上。

三思而后行,
请顾虑别人的感受。

人人处事各有千秋,
请尊重别人的想法。

谢谢收看,
请根据您的需求对号入座。

Fatigue morning


Again, another meeting with the supervisor this morning:

Mr F: Oh, do we have an appointment today? *scratched head*
Cheryl: Yes sir, you confirmed me through email.
Mr F: How come it isn't stated in my schedule huh?
Cheryl: *self thought: you don't know mm tong I know mer*
Mr F: Ok never mind, since you've came let's just talk a bit about your thesis.
Cheryl: *explained her action plan*
Mr F: So you are taking thesis 1 next sememster? Hmm.. very early preparation yea.
Cheryl: * self thought again: weren't you the one who asked me to start preparing from the first time I met you @.@*
Mr F: Since you are starting so early then might as well submit ERB earlier, complete thesis 1 earlier so that it will not clashes with your thesis 2.
Cheryl: .........................................................
Mr F: Now this 2 books are able to help you, go and photocopy their references and return to me latest by today.
Cheryl: Thank you.

3 things Cheryl realized after the meeting:
  • Mr F keeps forgetting that she's taking her thesis next semester, not this current one.
  • Mr F isn't consistent with what he've said.
  • the reference list Mr F gave consists around 1080 sources T_T *and she thought he was really so kind wtf*


On the other hand, Ms Winnee's assessment done the same morning was...... TERRIBLE HORRIBLE & VEGETABLE...

Not gonna elaborate much bout her assessment cause I considered it as a trauma, and trauma isn't suppose to be remembered or else will get more traumatize...

-.-'''


p/s: Li Ling, the 3 adidas lines above are specially for you :) Cheer up~


The mama: Wow, you saved quite a lot lately.
Cheryl: No, I just don't have time to spend my money.
The mama: Good good, your lecturer shall give you more assignments.

Cheryl: T_T

2.19.2009

Beware of stress peak level!


Had lunch with the classmates at Mcdonald's after class. A set of medium doublecheese burger goes for only RM 6.25 *including tax*. Time limit: 12-3pm.

Guess most of the people already know bout this eh? *laugh*

Too much workload too little time, eventhough the brain is extremely fatigue I still have difficulty falling asleep. I'm constantly worrying about work not being finished on time its not funny anymore :(
  • 3 sets of major assignments: countdown 10 days *not kecil miao assignment ok*
  • PSY 308 mid term: countdown 7 days
  • Meeting with the supervisor: countdown 3 days
  • PSY 304 assesment: countdown 3 days
  • PSY 307 mid term: coundtdown 2 days
  • PSY 206 mid term: countdown 24 hours

And the best thing is..... they OVERLAP with each other.

Let's wish I'll be diagnosed with DID *Dissociative Identity Disorder* so that there'll be multiple personalites helping me get things done, even better without me knowing it. So when I wake up, tadah~~~~ All assignments done, mid term also over already. Double Yay!!!!

Don't stare at my blog like that, will you? It's just a wish, and wish never come true what @.@

Issshhhhh.... I'm very the stress.....

2.17.2009

@.@

Part of my tension scattered all over the place where I was sitting in the exam hall. Didn't pick them up again, yea I refused to bring them home. Evil little ones, they are.

Leaving them behind, I pushed open the examination door, it seemed to be much lighter as compared to entering. Hmm.. should be my hallucination. At the same time I kept seeing words like "criterion" "content" "validity" "norms" and "error" like how Tom sees stars above his head after being hit by Jerry. This one confirm was hallucination...

I know how I look today, completely like this @.@

Anyhow, the paper was much better than what I expected. At least there was some form of understanding to me, unlike previous PSY 106 which I had zero knowledge on, all I did was.... tembak -.-''' Okay the mama better not know bout this.

I think I've got no FATE with statistics and SPSS, whatever related to them I sure die~ Especially when lecturer of the subject is NOT Ms Winnee. Not to say that she's a genius lecturer *though she is* but the way she conducts her class can definitely suck all our attention. Cause she's fast like... like a tornando wtf.

I'm not criticizing her ok, you get what I mean la (Cheong, 2009). And NO, I DID NOT fail my PSY106 ok, I passed. Probably need to thank the error variance, lol.

Sorry peeps, I'm using quite a number of alien language today, exam just over what, still cannot get them out of my head yet. Btw, error variance = error which affects a particular result to be either positive/ negative. *from my understanding*



Been snacking on Maltesers during revision :) Sshhhhhh.....it's the mama's property.
Alright, I should start revising on tomorrow's cognitive paper.

All the best, fellow coursemates :)

2.15.2009

Appetizer --> main dishes --> DESSERT!

It's been a hectic week for me, but this is only the appetizer. Next week onwards they will deliver more main dishes on my table, even much more after next week. By then I'll be stuffed with so much that I'm not able to function well again.

When can these main dishes be finished? I want my dessert *holiday*!

Gosh, is this why I'm feeling down? Hmm... more like I'm having mood disorder since yesterday. No idea whether its caused by V-day or Uni stuffs or both. Perhaps its just the female hormones la, afterall they are the ones who control our (woman's) mood swing right. *die die also wanna attribute the cause to other factor*

Having said that, I was very tempted to put the V-day blame on someone, but then who am I to do so @.@... I'd rather start packing and tip-toe away without anyone knowing it. Soree, call me a coward I'm too afraid to break this air-thin peace we are having right now. Bye bye~

Sigh... thinking bout PSY 311 with all alien language makes me feel even more emo. I'll try to be think positively alright. Now baru appetizer impossible they will give me my dessert so fast. No point ranting or demanding for it. Anyway, this post is created for me to rant rant rant & rant only, haha. Thanks for your time :)

Enough said, I'm gonna continue my battle with alien language.

p/s: Still, I wish all of you had a Happie V-day yesterday

2.13.2009

碎镜

今天情人节前夕,
收到的第1份礼物就是小灰被碎镜的消息。

左边的大镜整片完蛋,
车内的coin box也无影无踪。
所幸那位笨贼不懂得拿出CD player。

我现在用尽所有脑袋内
想得出的不雅语文咒骂这位贼。

马来文英文华文通通有,
不管你(贼)是哪位种族都必定中到。
*只针对这位贼,不是种族*

愿你(贼)走路跌倒,
吃饭吭到,喝水呛到,
明天情人节被女/男朋友甩掉!

愿coin box内的每个铜板都带给你衰运,
超级无敌衰的那种。

不要再给我坏消息了...

2.11.2009

Stress

Part of a conversation with the thesis supervisor:

Mr F : So, next meeting comfirm to be on monday 12.30pm?
Cheryl: Yes I'm fine with that.
Mr F : Well, during the next meeting I'd like you to tell me why you wanna do this topic. And I want it to be from your heart *projected his professional look*
Cheryl: *tried her best to keep her WTF face*
Mr F : If you fail to convince me then I'll have to place you under other supervisor.
Cheryl: *screamed: CHANGE ME CHANGE ME LA~ in her heart*
Mr F : Oh, please prepare me your action plan as well as the duration you need for all your materials.
Cheryl: Okay.
Mr F : Btw, did you attended any of my classes before?
Chery: Yes, I took PSY210 last sem *prayed hard he wouldn't recognize her*
Mr F : *evil laugh* what did you got for that subject?
Cheryl: Errr... a B, sir.
Mr F : *nodded head, seemed to be quite satisfied with the answer*

p/s: Cheryl probably had WTF written all over her face the moment she stepped out of Mr F's office.

Only 1 word to describe
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STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watch Astro on demand first, bye bye~

2.08.2009

最好的选择

Thesis的事确实带给我不小的打击,
一直灌输positive的想法给自己,
难免还是觉得乌云满天飞。

同学们大概都见了自己的supervisor,
但我还没。

一方面我还没有时间,
另一个更准确的原因是...
我害怕@.@

怕自己不明白教授的要求,
怕自己跟他沟通不到。

你要知道,我不是个很会于别人沟通的人,
偶尔还不太明白别人要表达的是什么...
很悲哀?我懂。

不过今天,独自驾车去开会途中,
有个听了不久的故事一直在脑里打转。

它大概是这样的:

话说有天皇帝和他的贴身侍卫到森林里打猎,
好不容易让皇帝逮到了只白兔。

于是他想也不想地就把箭一拔,
或许是太兴奋了一个不留神,
箭头割断了皇帝的尾指。

这时,侍卫却告诉他:这是最好的选择。
皇帝心想:妈的,我断了手指这叫作最好的选择?

于是皇帝又说:如果我把你关进监狱也是最好的选择吗?
侍卫一如往前回答:这是最好的选择。
听见这样的回答皇帝怎可能不生气?
于是待卫便被关进监牢内了。

不久后,皇帝又一个人到森林打猎,
但这次他不幸的被食人族抓去了。
皇帝心想:完了,这次一定没有命了。

谁知食人族还没宰了皇帝前,发现了他的断指。
对这些食人族而言,断了手指,就不是个完整的一个人了。
没有一个食人族愿意吃不完整的人,于是皇帝被解放。

这时的皇帝心想:难道这就是当初侍卫说的最好的选择?
他去了监狱拜访侍卫。

侍卫说:这一切都是最好的选择。
第一,当初如果皇帝没有弄断手指,食人族就会把你吃掉,这是最好的选择。
第二,当初如果皇帝没有把我抓进监牢的话,我就会跟皇上你一起去打猎。而食人族吃不到你,就会把我吃了。

所以,这是最好的选择。

想到这里,我有些醒觉。
发生在我人生中的曾经和现在,
无论是家庭,感情,或是现在的thesis,
其实都可以是最好的选择。

只要往另一个角度看,
它们全都是最好的选择。

p/s: 谢谢所有留言+关心我的人,也在此祝所有拿到thesis的同学们一切顺利 :)

2.06.2009

晴天霹雳

开课不到一个星期,
需做的事便堆集如山。

每天呆在学校的时间比睡觉还长。
原先的放学后拜年计划都泡汤了:(

话说回来,今天拿到Thesis topic后,
整个人有如晴天霹雳般疆硬掉...

我的first choice没拿到不止,
还给了我Mr Franklin作supervisor。
*p/s: Franklin是上学期被我翘最多课的教授,真是现世报啊我的妈...*

仿佛这样还不够晴天霹雳,
整个batch内就只有我一个是under Franklin @.@

知道这消息后担心程度高达100%,
跟同学对话时更是越说越想哭。

看见大家都整组人马地约教授讨论thesis,
突然觉得自己好像是另一个星球的人,
很无助...

Thesis已经是件重任,
还得跟Franklin一对一。
这就好像整个森林只剩我这个猎物,
换句话说,是必死无疑,
光是用想的头皮都会发麻。

唉,大多数的同学都拿到自己的first choice,
偏偏就我没中奖,无所谓,
还惹上了个怪物回家 *比喻啦*

都怪自己太看重first choice,
一心一意只想修Dr Hera的thesis
而忘了慎重考虑其他的选择。
我还真死心眼@.@

2.04.2009

冷静...


其有此理,吵够了没有?
吵了那么久还没完没了。
不出声不代表我没感觉!!!

两位都是成人了,
别那么幼稚,行不行?

一个心肝被狗吃掉了,
自私自利做事不经大脑,
你有什么资格当老豆?

另一个只懂记着过去,
遇到困难则把所有过错从哭一遍,
这样事情就会好一些吗?

跟你说了几百遍,
他们不要脸,他们不懂得尊重自己,
那是他们的事。
何必因他们的快乐而难过?

我们得撑起这个家,懂吗?
要不被他们影响,活得好好地...
因为他们更本不值得被在意。

我们不是神,没资格judge任何人。
但我相信现世报@karma,
就算现在你还没看到,
不代表他们就能这样一直逍遥下去。

TMD...气得我的头很痛,
还有6份同等重要的assignments在手头上,
冷静啊雪柔,你要冷静...

2.02.2009

still under CNY mood

When people was munching CNY cookies I was sick instead, now people tired/ bored of CNY cookies already it's my turn to sapu them, weighting scale has been kept safely in the store room :) Out of sight out of mind *cause I assume I'll lose weight when sharks & waves attack WTH*.

Babies have been very precious in my family since the family's baby boom is happening quite slow. No idea why is it so slow but I'll try to make some contributions in years to come, haha..

Let me show you the family's reccent productions:

Firstly it was Dominic
*aww.. super leng zai I want one*

Then.. Sin Yee the Shanghai princess

And now the latest production:
Audrey Liu :)

Hou leng lui a~


Current obsession.
They burnt a hole in my pocket but the outcome sure worth it.

I noticed huge difference on my skin when I did put on effort to take care as compared to I just merely wash it with soap *yea horrible I know*, no more lazy-ing from now on.


After some searching I've finally found Daiso in the Curve *just right beside Nichii*, yay~~~

For those who doesn't know what Daiso is, it's basically a Japanese livingware supplier. You can find all sort of useful & handy stuffs here. Better still, everything is selling at the flat rate of RM5!

Didn't bought much, just something I've been looking for. I wish they'll sell food though, japanese food, lol...

On the way home...
Hundreds of kites...
Will we fly one someday?