Popeye the sailor man, poooh poooh~

Feel very stress after meeting the thesis supervisor just now. Arg... real sharks & waves attack.

Logic flow? strength of relationship between variables? reasons for research? connections? measurements? minimum 20 journal articles?

YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!

How on earth am I gonna sit for 2 papers next week, one assignment right after that, plus another 20 journals of literature review when I'm off to Genting this weekend?

I heard somebody says: "aiyer, cancel your Genting trip la, say no time still wanna go for trip."

No I can't cancel, the trip is a cell group outing which I've promised months ago T.T
Arg... how la....

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When my stress level increases dramatically my digestion *as in real food digestion* goes crazy. So let's focus on something happier shall we? *throw journals aside*

Last Saturday I went sailing with a bunch of classmates & UPM students.
Cool experience :) Some random photos taken that day:

Kinda lost at first

*first time sailing mer*

Our 'bluey' guide: Ai Li

*for more info regarding to sailing log on to her blog provided in my bloglist*

Bread + sea breeze for tea time

The very stress me, afraid of going into wrong direction

*not good with directions T.T*

Lots & lots of ropes around..

Joyce, Cheryl, Michael

This is exactly where I want to tattoo next :)

Yay! standing behind Mike makes me 4 size smaller

*lalala*

Guys in action

The end.

Sailing is fun!

*plus the waterbed effect after sail*

I'd like to try on a smaller boat next round because AiLi promised she'll be patient with the slow-learning-me, hohoz.

On a side note: Saisaki located in KL's UOA building servers awesome Japanese buffet!

Even better than Tenji & Jogoya if you ask me. Go google it yea, I have to start working on my assignments now.

Adios~

Lost & Gained

I lost something but gained another.

It seemed like a century's time I've been questioning myself with the same old issue. Going through all kinds of uncertainties and worries and frustrations, insisted to rely on my own human strength in getting things right again.

Nope. Didn't work that way. My own human strength failed me miserably. No matter how hard I tried things just continued to fall apart, and this was when God came into my mind. It is true what they said: Only during difficult times people will start praying, they will start crying out for God. Of course, this is not what you should set as an example.

When I have nothing left, all I have is God. All I can rely is on Him. All I can do is to pray. Well it did not happened like magic, not as though once I prayed, things started to get alright again. Nothing happened for few months. There were times I went astray again but thank God, my faith pulled me back. I knew God was testing on my patient. I knew it was just the matter of time.

True enough, He answered my prayer after half a year. Imagining praying for the same thing for half year, phew~ that wasn't easy. Everything happens for a reason and not by coincident. I know and I know it was by God's power and grace that I've gained full understanding of my problems, that I seen through things in a different manner, that I am able to be a blessing to the others, all in a single day. He answered my questions in such a strong manner that I couldn't deny His present in my life. I still feel it now. It makes me tear whenever I come to think of it.

The answers I was given were of clean-cut, and I knew it was for the best of me. Though I must admit that following what God has planned for me at the moment isn't something pleasant because His plans simply cut through many of my personal desire, but nevertheless, I know this is the correct direction I should be heading. Might not be pleasant on the way but I'll trust Him for more to come.

People come and people go, money earned and money spent, material stuffs being bought and then being dumped when seasons are over, yet God stays with me through thick and thin, even at times when I've backslided.

On a sidenote, thank you Pastor Kong Hee, along your preaching came God's message. I'm back on track :)

p/s: Am thinking of getting my second tattoo, just the matter of courage & time. Hopefully the mama wouldn't chase me out of the house *finger crossed* ^^

安全地带

这篇post写了又删，删了又写。

妈妈说得对，我是个孤独的个体。
什么事都收在心底，你不问我便不说；
就算被问到，也未必会告诉你。

你一定认为像我这样的女生，
就像典型的公主般爱撒娇。
其实倒相反，以前的男伴比我更懂得撒娇@.@

我根本就是个情绪很少外漏的人。
总爱把它们罐锁 ，直到装满，然后爆炸！

但今天例外，我的情绪罐快装满了，
不想它爆炸，我选择解放。

我不会说，所幸我还能写。
不然恐怕以后接受精神治疗的准是我没错。

个体并没有岸可靠，就算有也未必舍合当靠岸。
你以为游得快就能躲的过海浪和鲨鱼？
别天真了，它们怎么可能放人。

或许，当一件不如意的事发生后，
其他事也陆续被感染了。

为什么被栽培了那么多年，
我还是平凡得没有任何值得骄傲的强项？

为什么在人群中，
我像是个绝缘体？

为什么想做的事，
没有一件做得成？

为什么所有的希望，
总是茫茫地落空？

我的存在像是空气，
连自己都快感觉不到自己了....

我要躲回我的安全地带，
好好地闭门思过。

写到这里，都不懂自己写了些什么。
唉，眼看海浪和鲨鱼快攻到来...

习惯

向来都不会花几百块在护发产品上。
一来觉得浪费*就这样洗掉没了*，
二来自认天生的曲卷毛燥是没救了。

今天却偶然让我遇到开架式的日本护发系列。
价钱合理，加上洗发水刚好快用完，
就把它们打包回家。

最重要是：柜台小姐说用了它们发丝不会那么毛燥，用第一次就能感觉得到不同之处。
半信半疑地用了它们，还真的很不错。
Bye bye毛燥发 :)

*目前Watson售卖中*

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很好味的portugies grill, 位于Mid Valley Oasis food court。
十块钱有得找，wohoo~

*今天像在打广告@.@*

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零嘴篇：

Pucca double choc PRETZEL!!!!!!!


胜过strawberry *yucks,像药水味* 和chocolate :)

迷你汉堡

*我找你找了好久~*

可爱指数爆满：****/*****

好吃指数：****/*****

忘了这家伙叫什么名，

好像是Baby star。

是我吃过最好味的日本零嘴

*戒掉supper瘦了2kgs,要是能把零嘴也戒掉那就太好了T.T*

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阿姨出国的周末，妈妈把她的两位小猴接来家里住。

真难以相信我的洁癖妈妈会任由小猴们‘拆天’，

她应该是忙着听电话，嗯，一定是那样的。

爱说笑话的猴哥哥-正彦

很会追女孩的猴弟弟-凯彦

总觉得他是续Dominic后最靓仔的表弟 :)

两位小猴走后，屋里又恢复清静。

还真不习惯。

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没把握的东西，别让它成为你的习惯。

否则一旦失去了，该怎么恢复自己原来的样子？

p/s: 爱用poladroid 照来post blog, 感觉像是亲手在写日记 :)

Jelly lens III

趁教授还没开始上课前，先玩玩我的fish eye

Lecture hall 换上像spotlight般的白灯。
工作人员真是心机重，知道换了spotlight照着学生们要睡觉都很难。

我的天，整间课室就像被几百颗太阳猛照，大家要勤劳些搽防晒膏。

放学后到PastaZanmai 填肚子*晓娴爱吃咯*
笑饱多过吃饱 :P

原来fish eye可以拍到人变特别可爱 *狂笑*

2位大小孩不停地玩磨芝麻 *头痛*

过后陪BW大爷去剪头发。

我也修了修之刘海，没太大的分别。

就纯粹为了修好自己先前多手剪得太呆板的刘海。

大爷说他今天被天使打救了，哈哈...

头发ok, 包包荷包也搞定了，改造成功一大半, wohoo~

最值得高兴的是：我收到其中1个最想拥有的jelly lens- stardust lens作为迟来的生日礼物。

Thanks Benny :)

它比fish eye 更显效果，不如看看初入手的照片？

哇，拍得你很漂亮，hyeon hyeon, 哈哈哈...

这款lens实在好玩！

Photo of the day: dump your *bastard* ex :)

Jelly lens II

Been very addicted to my fish eye lens lately, till I discovered more Jelly lens *all thanks to Bee* few minutes ago.

I want them all~~~

Especially the last 4. Too bad they are all sold :(

Tell me where to get them, if you know.

It will cheer me up, cause I'm feeling very emo right now @.@

Jelly lens

早课不到30分钟便完了。也对，第1天开课嘛，没什么好说的。
大老远地来到，就吃个早餐才回家吧。

学校附近卖的fish paste noodle。

味道很耐，越吃越好味 :)

听说吃早餐的小孩比较聪明，希望我还不算太迟。
拜托拜托，我上学期的Assessment and Profiling最好是过关。

妈妈的新宠

希望它也能把我的水肿肥腿给赶走

其实今天的post没什么重点*最近写的都没重点@.@*

主要是为了介绍新机+今早刚收到的生日礼物-Jelly lens所拍出的照片。

效果跟fish eye相机差不多，相识度以近距离的物体优先。

小小的一件玩物就能变出另一架机的效果，真好玩~

谢谢你们的礼物 :)

p/s: "没有品味的人比感冒病毒还可怕！"。不良笑花害我笑翻天:) 但愿还能这样笑到被thesis 2 折磨完为止。

Happie Mama day~~~

Happie Mama day to the mama :)
You're not the only pillar at home, I'll always be at the other side, though you may not come to realize bout it.

It's time to enjoy your freedom Mama, don't look back.

The 2 of us went Fish & Co. to have a simple meal.

Fish chowder was real good, thick & creamy, slurrppss~

Seafood platter for 2 :)

I personally dislike the grilled calamari rings cause they were almost tasteless, the rest was awesome, hohoz. I can predict how much I'm going to weight after this @.@

Btw, good news for those who dislike Fish & Co's grilled calamari rings like I do, the manager told me they can actually be replaced with fried calamari rings/ dory fillet. Good news yea?

Oh no, too engrossed with the food forgot to snap the mama's photo *smack forehead*

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Mr Baoz
Seriously, nothing special bout them.

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The 1 and only photo I managed to get from Dell Adamo's launching.
*credit to Dic & Bee*

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Muacksssss!!! Get well soon my love.

K box session to cheer Bell a little, I hope it helped :)
This picture contains 3 of my life-time besties *laugh*

p/s: should I get a dye job?